Twin Peaks, perhaps best known for essentially inventing water-cooler television with its quirky characters, coupled with soap opera-esque plot lines and an incredible soundtrack, is at the same time a brutal commentary on grief, and the startling effects it can have on an individual. What truly made this show so powerful and compelling to watch was its stark portrayal of grief as a universal, yet intensely personal experience. Although the show does have its share of goofball tender-hearted moments, the creators were not afraid to delve into various states of confusion, frustration, helplessness and madness that can accompany great loss.
10.) Harold Deceived by Donna
Lonely and agoraphobic, Harold, whom Donna meets during her stint delivering meals on wheels, finds what he believes to be a true friend in Donna. The looks on Harold’s face when he catches her stealing Laura’s diary says it all. His is the face of a man betrayed. He took a chance, and put himself out there, only to find further reassurance that the world outside is one that is manipulative and cruel. Ultimately, Harold decides that the only proper course of action in response to such a toxic world is to leave it behind.
9.) Donna’s Frustration with Laura
A turning point for Donna’s character, as we see her move beyond grief as a one-dimensional feeling of loss. You can see the emotions churning and welling up inside of her, ready to explode as she begins speaking to Laura on her grave. What starts out as a grief-stricken monologue, quickly gives way over to anger as Donna chastises her deceased best friend for leaving her to pick up the pieces of Laura’s troubled life.
8.) Bobby Briggs Afraid? Afraid?!
Major Briggs, Bobby’s strict and military-minded father, attempts to console his son who is clearly uncomfortable with the idea of attending Laura’s funeral. Bobby’s usual calm, cooly detached exterior quickly burns away in a matter of seconds, replaced by barely-contained rage and confusion in reaction to the sudden death of his girlfriend.
7.) Leland and Catherine Share a Dance
In a particularly difficult-to-watch scene, Leland cracks under the weight of his own grief at a party celebrating the Ghostwood Estates project. His inability to stifle his own cries prompts Catherine to dance with him as a way to distract on-lookers from the sad truth; here is a man who has been broken. Leland swings wildly back and forth between brief moments of joyful dancing and crippling despair as the people around him, blissfully unaware, continue dancing the night away.
6.) Donna, James and Bobby at the Pub
There is something deeply cathartic about this particular scene set in the pub. Donna, James and Bobby become visibly distraught as Julee Cruise croons Rockin’ Back Inside My Heart to a crowded room. Although not yet aware of Maddy’s murder, those in the pub seem to become collectively aware of something awful happening. It’s almost as if those who were close with Laura in life, now share a preternatural sensitivity to the darkness pervading their small town. From deep within the walls of this pub, the town itself seems to be crying out.
5.) Crybaby Andy
The first of many moments in which Andy is moved to tears, this introduction to his character expertly conveys the concept of innocence lost. Andy embodies a childlike sense of innocence, and to see him break down at the sight of a dead body is just the first of many moments where the town and it’s inhabitants are forced to accept that very bad things happen in this world, whether they’re prepared or not. Although Andy’s bouts of hysteria are the backdrop of some tender moments as the show progresses, this initial show of tears brings a real sense of humanity to the show. More often than not, television portrays law enforcement officers and detectives with tough exteriors, having become desensitized to a loss of life. Andy has not yet shed that which makes him empathetic to a life lost.
4.) Leland Gets Happy
Poor, poor Leland. You would be hard-pressed to find a more sympathetic character on Twin Peaks (that is, Leland without Killer Bob). This scene in particular finds Leland among close friends and family, struggling to maintain a sense of normalcy, overcompensating with a manic musical number. Ray Wise’s acting chops manage to convey humor, desperation, sadness and despair all in a manner of minutes over a familiar upbeat tune. As the tune grows faster and faster, the surrounding guests become more and more aware that something is very wrong. In typical Lynch fashion, the show takes a song about casting away your troubles, and creates an almost unbearable sense of crushing despondence.
3.) Worst Nightmare
Few scenes in film and television (as I am sure any parent can tell you) are as difficult to watch as a mother or father learning of a child’s passing. Sarah Palmer’s bloodcurdling howls over the phone with her husband are the auditory equivalent of a horrific car accident. Her screams are the sound of a worst nightmare unfolding ever so slowly. As the show goes on, Sarah oscillates between wild hysteria and paralyzing despair.
2.) Leland’s Last Dance
This iconic scene just exudes desperation as family and friends witness first-hand their friend’s on-going battle with grief over the loss of his daughter. Overwhelmed by his loss, Leland affectionately begins dancing with Laura’s framed picture. Spinning around the dance floor holding his dead daughter’s likeness at arm’s distance sounds like something out of a horror movie. As uncomfortable as it is to watch, much like a car wreck, it’s next to impossible to look away. Leland’s complete inability to cope is made all the more horrifying by playing out his manic-depressive episode in front his friends, family and members of the community. The town of Twin Peaks is once again forced to confront the embodiment of devastation.
1.) The Empty Seat That Started it All
The pilot episode of Twin Peaks is an exercise in dread. The entire episode exudes an atmosphere of shadows encroaching. It feels very much like the electrified air just moments before a violent thunderstorm. Now that the stage is expertly set, a simple awareness of an empty seat in a classroom cuts through, and sends imaginations running wild. Donna’s suspicions of something awful are confirmed as a scream tears across the grass outside their room. She casts a knowing look at James, and the rest is television history.